I am not :)

I am not a teacher
I hardly teach or preach
I am just a listener
I am close ..if you want to reach

I see your hidden tears
I sense your fear too
I can not give you guarantee
Since lessons from past are few

All I can do,is genuinely smile at you

How much can you take ?

Reality vs fake , genuine vs copy ..slowly things are losing that inherent quality that is basis of anything. From products to relationship, smiles that never reach your eyes..dies on your lips..laughter that is hollow to hide the roaring anger or depression within…faking it all to live in a theatrical life. The show is always on, you can not say the truth because it will not be accepted.. and you lie..that is a fabrication..twisting and turning..hiding and misleading…How much can we take this fake ? Cosmetics  has changed the natural look to an extent that real skin , eye colors and sight ..hair..everything  doesn’t reflect your origin nor age..we are trying to cheat..people think we are.. what we are not ..but what we show them to be..how many layers will be washed and torn away before the real person is revealed..how deep must we investigate ..we don’t trust anymore..because in a world full of fakes..the real ones are difficult to find..and we have  lost our ability to evaluate/recognize the genuine  heart, intelligent mind and loving soul..

Why we get tricked ?

Always we are warned by elders and now more by internet..information is from all sides..pouring in and it then drowns us. Yes. too much of anything is not good..key word is moderation.
I get tricked easily..because I trust freely..and don’t doubt others intentions..but this is not the only reason..for getting tricked…no. I think, it is about my self control..If I learn to control my eagerness, bluntness, and the urge to experiment..thinking that I am clever..I may not get tricked .. So..who is difficult to trick ?
1. Someone who is cool..
2. Someone who thinks before the leap.
3. Someone who controls inner desires.

Yes..Satan does trick me often and by leading me to belief like a fool..but it is not only Satan’s fault..it is actually my weakness that gets cashed on..but still I find it convenient to blame those who trick me, rather than controlling my own urges.
Never get greedy..for anything in life..never think anything is free of cost to enjoy..we pay a price for everything we use or abuse, we have to be careful in getting amused.

what love means

To love is to share life together

A relationship forever

To walk hand in hand side by side

smiling  eyes filled with pride

one by one,dreams comes true

freshness in mind as morning dews

love creates moments that outlive time

Life pass by, no one realize

it is love that can protect and lead minds to progress

love is for everyone..and everyone for love is best :)

Nag nag ..uhu

Married life is tough. Ask my husband and he will nod and nod and nod. Yes..I am always asking him to do this and that..giving directions is my favorite. It makes me feel in control. I always ask him to turn off the ceiling fan whenever he wants to climb up to get something from the overhead storage space. he avoids my instruction and thinks it is absolutely silly to turn it off.
Last week, he climbed up and whush the fan edge touched his forehead and it was a cut. Blood was oozing , the domestic help were screaming and one of them knocked at my door. I came out and it was messy..quickly tried and stopped the blood. Made him lie down..he wanted to view the cut , got him a mirror and took him to hospital..the doctor stitched and bandaged..got medicines and returned home…all because ..he never listens to me..in this entire time..I kept on praying silently and assuring him nothing bad will happen..everything is under control..it is a slight cut..no worries.
I still worry..what he is up to now ;) men are really like kids..

Counting down

Everything has a price and life on wordpress too. I started to write for one reason , yes to see what I have written gets published. Few read my post and fewer enjoy :) Yet..I love to write ..and re-read what ever and when ever ..rather where ever  I had time to jot down.

I thought, let me check how I stand ..I am and was  low rated ..nothing unusual :) In this immense ocean of words , I am but a ripple with a limited life. Just as I emerge I end. My life ..that is virtual life would end by 2017. All this bla bla and yum yum would disappear ..all my publication !!! well..to begin with I never wrote anything worth a buy..just couple of lines flowing out of my tapping fingers, a smile and of course the images I shared..when I die..what  have I left ..is to know that we will die ..but let us live fully each day we are alive !! Feel it..let it go :) Life has an end..we all know.

Yes or No

A big applause to United Kingdom and Scotland for their tolerance and courage. Read and heard so many long speeches about democracy, this is the first instance  in history that truly democratic referendum showed the world , that a Kingdom can not only allow a voting process to take place, it goes a step forward and promises to reform the overall governance system.

A brave act, the way it all happened and no fist fights, no bullets, nor any coup attempt. Amazingly , the stepping down of the campaign leader , all this showed how politics can also be clean and without any blaring and ugly remarks.

When the PM said, “we hear you” it was so refreshing, it felt that people are heard with votes, they are now waiting for their effective representation in the governance they have opted for, and the time table set will unfold the intentions in reality.

I am not an expert on any of political magic, yet this was to me a very much a trend setter, we talk about democracy but seldom we display any respect , this was awesome..let us hope that freedom could be won through ballot boxes in other countries that have more than one nation. Let us hope,that opposition leaders have integrity and respect for sovereignty as showed in Scotland instance.

Those who voted for Independence had tears, were angry , had frustrations but they  displayed tolerance and patience. I salute them all those who voted for Yes and those who opted for No.

In my mind

I only can think as much as I can feel.

I can feel as much as I can see and learn..

I learn only as much as I seek

I want to know ..where my life goes

I want to ensure ..I never end up in hell to burn

So , I seek the truth in believe and in my self

I want to practice control..how easy it is

Or how hard is it, for me

I must be my own master , before I master skills

I learned  over years in life , from here and there

everywhere ..every one..every source.

I need to learn how to heal.