Under Repair :)… Broken :)) so we need to repair. But, seldom that is true. I think, heart can break only once, after that it remains broken..if you want to rejoin,,fine lines remain visible. Maybe, someone can come up with a solution, no crease no pain, apply and all those heart breaks disappear :))
Seriously, it is a huge problem, if this kind of failure leads to traumatic experiences in life. My friend had a crush on a girl, she is okay and moved on in her life, poor guy he is still waiting for her ! Sometimes, I wonder if he is okay or not. I mean, the girl obviously left, it is like he is waiting for the breeze to return, the rainfall to become clouds that float, the sun to return the circles ..It has been now 10 years..how long..will he wait..he is lost..totally..and now he has become a dead body moving like a zombie..only he doesn’t kill anyone..but you never know..when he visits us, we are a bit alert..my husband thinks we should never leave him alone, as he may commit suicide!
Why..people love those who will never love them back..we should think..what is our range..but I feel..heart never does understand these economic and social levels..just falls in love….too bad..
Alone But Never Lonely… Solitude..a bliss for me. I like myself too much :)) I have lived this way..in a crowd or writing my thoughts..I am at peace with myself. Whenever, others come in my space..I feel the alarm inside my brain
I love mostly everyone, who lets me. This is like a summon. I can step back and wait..to give you that much time to think and decide..do you want me ? If you do..then what is in your mind for me..am I your friend..your colleague..your partner..buddy..what am I to you..and then I take it from there. It does happen, that after sometime you may not like me anymore..get tired and bored ..then you must leave..no..I never push you away from me.
I only let my windows open and door is left ajar..you can smell the fragrance outside my personality..You can watch who passes by..my window of life. The door is never locked..anyone can walk in and everyone may walk out..I never stop..Never ….
I learned from life..to be happy with myself..I am not saying that others are not important..no ..no.Others are important..to love and respect. To trust and support..But they are not me…I am the naughty one..who does have a serious side too 🙂
I believe that each one has a role to play..or two.. life has manifold characters display before us..we change and attain those as per need or whim..this way we emerge as a different person each day…
I figure out my ways..I discuss my secrets with my heart and mind as a soul. Yes.. when alone I can not be lonely for I am deep in thought and feeling about those dreams that I had fought and got..and those I lost and forgot…
Do You Know?… If anyone ask you to make a list of things you don’t know about can you? guess not..because the moment you jot it down..well you do know about it. Tricky eh 😉 Human being lives on this earth , but never can they come when they want nor leave as they like, some suicides are unsuccessful 😉
Why we go into philosophy of knowledge, when we don’t have enough knowledge to even fully understand our brains..hmm part of our brain is still undiscovered.. So, let us contemplate on this..some information is with us because we can see, touch, feel, smell and hear, with our brains giving us signals.
When, we are dead..we never return to tell..those who see ghost/spirit..maybe its not a spirit..its a genie..with a sense of humor.
Be human and don’t try to be beyond a limit, for you are within a cage called your body, you would be free and the one trapped or living inside you..is a soul..but that too we don’t know much about..it seems too little knowledge is a dangerous thing..so let go of philosophy and please wake up! this is real world..people 😉
Making new friends is fun..but the interview part sometimes gets bit boring. Of course, it is important to know each other..but what’s the rush. When..two people decide to become friends..all you need is to spend time together..slowly and gradually you know and understand..feel..and trust..
Hence..questions regarding age is a bit awkward if not disturbing..because that is a classified secret..and I don’t want to tell..especially..if its not required..
Question is ..why ask age?
will you recruit me ? no..
will you marry me? can not am already married..
will you give me some old age benefits ? no..
then..my question is..why do you want to know…just understand my mental age..that’s all you need..not my physical age..because we are never gonna get physical..guaranteed …yep
Wind Channels …. Traffic problems with the soaring price of fuel..how would it work..suppose we had a system to make wind tunnels, the passenger has a wind breaker, and he is enveloped in a casing of vacuum. where..he can breathe..and as he steps out of his house, he can elevate and enter a wind shaft..lifted by 2 inches, the wind takes you everywhere..and you don’t need a car anymore..if the capsule has to make turns, you can give the input on the transparent screen. Here you can enter and a navigating device is tuned in with the map..so each turn and angle is administered, and you just indicated your approval ..and depending on health..there are chairs that has a seat belt, with a wheel..zoom !
These wind channels also support the conveyor belt..its like a footpath but its moving, all you do is stand or sit, and at various points..you can jump off..and go inside a building etc.
The wind, as it moves freshens the surrounding and although there are others, but you don’t have to be visible to them..yep..it blocks the vision..so nobody knows who the invisible rider is..is that creepy ?
Winter in life is white and soft
Summer comes we reach for loft
who is fast will reach the top
Autumn got colors bright and dull
that fall from trees , form a puddle
Spring when comes… you must greet
those you hate
those you please 🙂
When it is dark..I light up my self
when its cold..I get a hold on myself
When its dull.I brighten up with a smile
When its frustrating..I start to see
When its end.I start again
When it is useless..I recycle a bit 😉
when it is me..I look up to you
When it is you..I got you secured too
Come fly with me..to a land of Hope
Come chase me back..never tie me up with a rope
I am your laughter
I am you soul
I am with you..when you get into a hole 🙂
If happiness was a treasure..people would dig deep
Kill others in sleep…but it is not
If happiness was inner pleasure..
we will be content…no need to pursue
another no need for lover or a friend
Happiness is in sharing…caring…and loving
finding it then means ..constantly behaving with love..
sweetness and all above…
Remember Me… It was autumn
rain was falling and ushering the winter
branches were bare
first time it snowed
I watched you go
I felt so bad..wanted to stop but no..
you had blocked all paths
I was left alone
The last sight you had of me
I never knew, that was my last
I am vanishing from your heart
I am gone…
You called out my name
but it is too late
I am dead and buried in heaps of memories
your words were too late
You will forget me
I am only a memory
but can you forget my love
You still love me.
Decide..how ;)… when you find ..that you are alone
No one smiles with you or for you..its time to smile at the mirror :)))
Nobody loves you..you got to love yourself buddy..you can do it better than anyone. No one actually walks beside you..then walk alone..your partner wasn’t making the distance any shorter. Believe me.
No one keeps you as the special one..thank God! you know who are the”special” people..yes 🙂
No way..you can get close to a heart..be happy you got yours intact.
Life is lived by yourself, you can decide whether you want it to be a sad grumpy one or cheerful happy..remember..people are like mirror reflecting and sometimes breaking down..but never can you feel..for they got a shield..thin..always showing you..your face..how ugly you are to them..and then they search for new preys..so in this jungle ..the survivor must be brave and talented..you live and die alone..so be happy..nobody shares your grave