Don’t lie
don’t be shy
sometimes you get betrayed
People question you why?
Look up straight
cry if you must cry
You will feel free
after awhile
you will smile
Smile with your eyes
( image source Pinterest)
Peacock blue
I love you
So beautiful are you:)
Mesmerizing and smooth
J.Peters drew you in water colors with hues
I am posting for view
Peacock blue you are inspiration
for art, poetry and blogging too
Life has thrown you onto the shore
Will you remain on knees like before
Regain strength to fight once more
Waves can not drown you anymore
You have conquered fear with a roar
In my mind
I have a tweet
I tasted you
you are so sweet
lips were light
but kiss was deep
hug was tight
in my sleep 🙂
To be with you
I have to die
You left me alone
You left me to cry
Went away without a smile
without a nod
without a goodbye
Looked up towards sky
Eyes travelled aimlessly
I wasn’t searching for anything
Nor finding peace in me
I miss my mother every day
whenever I raise my hands to pray
I miss her now just as I missed that day
I never can find a way
I will not miss her is something hard to say
And so I pass my days
Missing my mother everyday
Identity leads to citizenship. We are all identifiable, names, location, color, economic level, education and family background. We have been labelled, and projected or doomed. Depends what is associated with our names.
The economic levels are reflective of social behavior, hence a stigma is attached to people from two worlds. Each society has this inherent quality, to divide and mark down or mark up. A person who has been torn in this division, will have to keep on hiding one side of their identity. if they have by will or chance migrated to another. Just as origin never leaves us, this association is very much fixed.
Why does one wants to erase own identity? It is mostly due to economic level and education background. In this situation, lies are randomly said to save face. A dangerous path for the vulnerable, girls are worried for their married life and career, boys too have a certain drawback.
Oh the misery of this transition, want to forget but someone reminds who I was and what I want to be, never leaving me alone to enjoy my success and freedom. Why do they smear with words that are a like claws that tears the newly acquired skin and expose my flesh. I bleed and bleed , but they never feel any sympathy.
I am sure many have this problem of forgetting password. There are so many sites with instructions not to repeat password that I have to coin a unique one . Unfortunately, I forget all the passwords or get jumbled up.
Resulting in losing my access to my own account . I have many times written it in diaries and journals. But, then I lose that too.
Hence I use Mobile phone number to get a code. Now I have mainly limited myself to a single SIM card.
I recall a story in which the thieves had forgotten what the magical words were to escape the cave and lost their lives. Thank God it’s not that crucial.🤓
Many people, incidents and steps are in life, we call them experiences. It is actually experiences of emotional upheavals. Negative and positive blends our character. Some times we emerge as bitter and at times as better.
Those who get better will not create problems for others, they have felt the pain and don’t want others to go through the same. Those who are now bitter , will turn their claws towards others, scratch them or kill them with words.
How do you cope up with bitterness? Ignore or revolt? Both, I think are logical. When we ignore, it is for escape and when we revolt it to end the sarcasm and bitterness.
Bitter people back bite, complain continuously, self pity and turn all others as demons :). Beware of bitter people, they will poison your mind and leave you hollow.
Try and turn them into better people with understanding and love, slowly and steadily first take out all their bitterness that has turned them into stone heart. Now fill them up with empathy and kindness.
Choice is yours’s get bitter better or let bitter crowd turn all better souls to bitterness.
kalabalu 