laughter that fills my soul
the smile that makes me whole
the nod that acknowledges
I am with you for more
that twinkle in your eyes
I remember when you told
You love me with your honour
You love me with your soul
I always want you smiling
whenever you hug or hold
If there is no tomorrow,
then there are no more sorrows.
If there is no tomorrow
it last time for me to borrow,
some smiles, some tears,
some lonely hearts to cheer.
For tomorrow I may not be here
The waves came to me
Standing in between the trees
I felt happy,
I was free
In my minds were your memories
In my heart the last pleasantries
I smiled and walked towards the sea
Here the waves greeted me
Kissed my feet and held my ankle
Told me never to leave
It was a moment of peace
I watched the sunset
It was not last
But it did lasted for a while
I felt so calm, I felt so fresh
As if the moment was in flesh
I smiled again as I stared at sky
Breeze was touching my scarf
I felt your touch it was so warm
Like your loving tight arms
When I am not with you
yet you are with me
like a sweet melody
No one can see
Only I can feel
Moments I treasure
Moments I lived
In the morning light
last at night
I turn off the light
I close my eyes to sleep
still, you are with me
travelling in dream
a fantasy in real
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy always
When you wish me
Or when you miss me
You bring in colors of harmony
You make me smile all day
You are my life line
You are only mine
I want to sing it all day
I am leaving myself and wandering away
I may get lost or go astray
You can call but it will be a dismay
I have lost my memory in this play
Don’t call me I will not stay
years have passed like a day
I have walked in life journey long
If I die, please sing a happy song
My body lies in coffin flowers throng
I am going, going am gone.
Many people, incidents and steps are in life, we call them experiences. It is actually experiences of emotional upheavals. Negative and positive blends our character. Some times we emerge as bitter and at times as better.
Those who get better will not create problems for others, they have felt the pain and don’t want others to go through the same. Those who are now bitter , will turn their claws towards others, scratch them or kill them with words.
How do you cope up with bitterness? Ignore or revolt? Both, I think are logical. When we ignore, it is for escape and when we revolt it to end the sarcasm and bitterness.
Bitter people back bite, complain continuously, self pity and turn all others as demons :). Beware of bitter people, they will poison your mind and leave you hollow.
Try and turn them into better people with understanding and love, slowly and steadily first take out all their bitterness that has turned them into stone heart. Now fill them up with empathy and kindness.
Choice is yours’s get bitter better or let bitter crowd turn all better souls to bitterness.
The boundaries contain and define . Shapes, forms, organizations, relationships and so on. Without limits, we will get ill-shaped, obese and astray. Since, without limits we can not perceive, so should not lose our limits.
I calculate and find how much and that is a measure , a limit. We get paid and evaluated on limits. It is determined on logic and vision. Sky is the limit but then space became our new limit. Perhaps there is more than that, it expands but remains contained.
In friendship too, there are limits and boundaries for the real and virtual because that keeps us at good levels.
All of us love their mother and I am no exception. There are many memories with my mumma, I used to tickle her on neck and she would laugh. I would kiss her cheeks and look lovingly in her eyes and she would smile. To ask her for favors, I would repeated call her, mumma, mumma…. and she will ask ,what do you have in mind? I would then ask for anything and she will decide on it’s merits.
I was her prized possession, a daughter who could be dressed up pretty, a little one who adored her and wanted to be associated with her. A child who almost never said ,”no”.
Always trying to please. It was a loving relationship, that was based on respect and trust. My mother understood her role in my life, from child steps to education and finally marriage. She handled me with care,as if I was fragile. She made me tough and bold, she made me confident and solid . All that she had in her, she taught me too.
My mother gave me financial, emotional and social support till she died. Now that I don’t have her daily prayers in my life, I feel so sad. I was asked by my mumma, “Please pray for me, my child your prayers are normally accepted,” I am praying for you, mumma just as you asked me to, with tears and genuine feelings.
Please God, keep my mumma happy and give her a very comfortable and lively place in heaven. She was my heaven and you took her, so I have a heart that cries profusely, but still I pray with the hope that in exchange for my grief, God will give my mumma all that is better than the best. Aameen.
There were many unrest and protest ongoing , wars and crime. Suddenly, there was Covid19 and the fear of pandemic, somehow made this world see some peace. Now, that we are closing for a return to normal, again all the unrest has marked this comeback, for example the protest in America.
It is flaring and raging, seems like the lock down has made people frustrated, their economic pressure release was this protest. People are now voicing concern more for protest and less for Corona virus.
The death rate has actually increased due to virus, still due to economic pressures the lock down has been loosened. The staying away solution was causing side effects. It seems, we the earthlings should now have a different norm, in terms of defensive devices from diseases. Our entrance, exits, touches, wipes .In fact any contact that has a chance to spread unseen virus must be eliminated, designers have provided options with seating arrangement, hats to maintain a distance, automatic doors and so on. What about chemical warfare? Has anyone put a hold on the lab that creates deadly combinations to wipe out nations. Guess not. Because it wasn’t on the list.
