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No not I

Left me alone in cold dark night

We did scream. we did fight

was it wrong..went for long

endless venom that was a fright

Did I start ?

No  not I

Rumors spread and loneliness depressed

took pills..wanted to kill

had no urge , felt on verge

climbed up stairs

fell like a pair

but broke only a leg

and now ..feel despair

who pushed you to die ?

Did you or me ?

No. Not I

Will anyone ask to forgive

will you forget

can you rephrase

will it be another phase

of your ugliness and my cowardice

Will you leave to go

Will I say yes or No ?

No. Not I.

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Barren life

A barren life has little or no memories

full of despair and agonies

watch those eyes..dried up like dark wells

no feeling just puffy swells..no light or fire dwells

emptiness like branches spread out to search

birds, insects, butterflies or bees

no one come to sit on me…it’s lonely

no stars in sky..no moon to delight

no breeze that touch..no fragrance that fills

my soul like fire, my heart with desire

am alone and lonely…barren life has it’s shallowness

and endless miseries..

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Acceptance :)

Life is expectations and acceptance. We, are always aspiring to become or achieve a goal, few times we pull or push those we associate with to join or jump for reaching  targets and ultimately to a goal. Success, fame, health ,happiness or wealth, we got our little dream worlds right from the time we remember..yes  🙂 a very long time from that point in life, we now are looking back and ahead too.

Few things are unacceptable, these tend to create tensions and rebellious attitude, we fight for what we think as our right and  we hurt others in this war game. We, win and we lose..leaving our hurdles behind we aim higher and want to proceed faster. Are we chasing time and passing life ? Are we not defeating hearts and winning applause from unknown admirers. Are we popular on social website and an introvert in life ?

Marriage is one huge step in our life, where we “accept” the other as being our partner in all aspects of life. We are sharing from address to bills, name and blame . We are stick on with an invisible glue , clearly opposite yet magnetically attracted to faults, weaknesses  and humor. It feels there is someone within a reach to punch and kiss, hug and miss, tease or please , yet remain indeed your’s faithfully.

But, before we accept another human being into our life, we must accept our self too..to accept ..we must know ..what we are..and what needs to be improved or created ..so that other can find it easy to accept us. Perfection is always easy to accept, because we can relax and feel at ease, imperfection is rather challenging..moods sway..you burst and swear…or flare..too many indicators..loudness and your mind can not focus what to say 😉

Close your eyes and see your spouse face . Is it angry or happy ? tired or energetic ? Then open your eyes and look at yourself..can you see those emotions in your eyes ? We, the intelligent specie on earth has a mind that is never fully utilized, yet we always think we are smarter than the other..why? Partly, because we self indulge  or are egoistic..or thick head.

Acceptance is a huge umbrella, it covers more than the vows can ever list. It is a submission of self. A commitment to be able to accept all that may come, good or bad.

When we accept this challenge , then life’s achievements would be fun while we are on it’s journey, each failure would be accepted as each win would be celebrated. Eyes will speak, hands will caution and lips will remain sealed.

The song he is humming, you know which one and the mischievous teasing punch you have aimed just over his nose ..he knows with his eyes closed 🙂

You have learned to accept and there is no more to expect ..than an honest acceptance. 

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You from air and I from sea

waves are currents, and motion is clean

I make you cold, as you make me cool

I need air to breathe,

You need water to drink

We are different..Thank God!

Otherwise..I will suffocate and you will die of thirst.

I accept you..Do you ?

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False or True

Do not ever say sorry

if you never worry

How your words killed

How actions felt inside

Don’t even think it

No never link it

Your false and fake words

Buttered up with lies

So..what if I am nice 🙂

I am also a bit wise

And will revolt..and surprise

with fist or tongue fight

I will only accept an apology 🙂

If you mean it ..and let go of pride

Improvise..improve and rise !!!

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Flowers -BHG photo

BHG122697.jpg.rendition.largest Looking at flowers makes us think 🙂

How beautiful nature is

No fear of death..no wish to live longer

Just to blossom and spread a fragrance

if not many few would see

Flowers that blossomed and died suddenly

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Snow captured -DS magazine

This year was cold my dear

They did try to clear

roads, roofs, flowers and trees

But, as you can  see

Snow laden over mountains and streets

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Mid-life crisis- Forty and after

Life is all  about living. Phases pass, initially we are trying to learn how to live, then we get independent and on our feet 🙂 we become leaders, doers and family makers. We, have our accomplishments and regrets..then it’s time to be a leopard..the  strength and experience in life and our work, gives us that towering confidence..but..what makes people get trapped in mid life crisis ?

Is it that they failed to achieve targets ?

they want to be experienced and not age

or they are getting pressurized by family, friends and relatives.

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At 40..you are at prime..so please..don’t try to be 20s..just wait and look at yourself..weren’t you a bit weird at twenty now you got style and class…words are flowing and makes sense. Ah! not really 🙂

Well..each age has its advantages and disadvantages..so try to accept that and make the best of it. No worries, just few regular habits would make this smooth transition into 50 s and 60 s.

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Couples must get more romantic and less sexy 😉 if that what you are afraid of..remember it is the love which means much more than lust..Companionship is warm and comforting.

The feeling of emptiness and loneliness with kids gone from your house makes you feel empty.. ..gives a certain level of depression..but it also gives you more time to concentrate on those things you never had time for..like reading a book without anyone pulling you.

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Look at the bright side.. you get the better part to enjoy. yes..playing with the grand kids and spoiling them ;)) revenge .hee hee.

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Relax and take life easy,you earned this luxury..but do keep working to afford it for longer time.

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Friends and family members die..your group disappears and sometime your spouse is longer with you. Your social circle gets limited. People who used to wait for you are gone..no one remembers you take black coffee in the morning..there is no one who shared their youth with you..or knows what a chubby person you were…they are gone..you are still alive..So remember them but don’t die..you must stay well..get some exercise and take your health more seriously. Bones will give indication, and skin will feel rough.. You had it tough..but you smiled then and now can too..just try..will  you?

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Arthritis, blood pressure, diabetes etc now has become constant companions..just make sure you tackle them as cleverly and remain healthy..eat healthy and be regular with walks or a good swim. You faced tough times in financial crisis..save some money while you earn and invest wisely..hold on to remaining family , neighbors, relatives and virtual friends. All are sources of inspiration and positive thinking.

One day, you will be gone and this chapter would end..but then..don’t die before you are dead and gone 🙂

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Some one will close this door..you left open..some one will follow you beyond life’s threshold.

Photos source..getty from web medical

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Merry Christmas !!

I wished my husband’s friend and his family..

He replied,” This year it is not“merry” Christmas for me” I instantly got on a self alarm, as he continued to explain. The political scenario has made his work come to a standstill for the last six months. His family was suppose to reach his in-laws for celebrating Christmas  and to pay respect to his deceased father in law, but they couldn’t as there was a road blockade. His son, a young boy was crying due to disappointments. The day, which he hoped to be filled with laughter and smiles, was turning out to be lonely and depressive..he didn’t even want to say the word,”Merry”

I felt his pain, I could understand how he was traumatized, financially and socially ..small things make us happy, yet those opportunities when denied due to any reasons beyond our control..makes a parent sad..his wife was planning this outing for the last three years..and this year made her really upset..because they were sort of hostage within their house..when will we be free to move and enjoy..I want freedom and peace.

It seems we must tell our leaders to promise us peace and we can be happy with whom we want to be, where we want to go and whatever we want to do 🙂

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Christmas Tree :) by DS Mag

The tree with logs ..no leaves no green yet a tree..new to see

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What mysteries surrounds us ?

what clouds  can do..except roar.. slowly  floats..from east to west and showers away..as it goes..I run and chase..the breeze in daze..I want to touch the clouds so much..but can not fly..I envy the birds and butterflies..take me with you..I have no wings no force to push my body to float..to repel. the gravity pull..I want to know how many drops will surface the earth..and winter will see..the snow fall as we freeze..still..

I want to feel the first snow..the first rains that washes away clean my soul..How many things..I never can count nor see..measure or reverse..life is uncontrollable ..uneasy..unfulfilled..yet..life is prized..and will be enjoyed..in all four seasons that I want to live..spring to summer..autumn to winter..I am here.in all cycles of seasons..they got many reasons to be..each year..each day the_call_the_wind_mariah_by_phatpuppyart-d48bz2z