I was thinking about social values , economical situation , political order..or rather chaos..I wanted to pray and ask ..then I remembered nothing more to ask ..just forgiveness…perhaps kindness..a warm encircling light to enlighten my soul..I find asking for achieving my goals..but I was not suppose to ask for more..yet when I pray I forget myself..and remember God…I suddenly feel..I must thank and be grateful for kindness and blessings..it is easy to forget oneself..when we start to pray..
Shadows you play with me
On dark side, intangible and silent
Never touched nor felt
Moving away, coming under
Sometimes I chase you
Others you follow me
When I stand up, you lay down
I can not read your expressions
are you smiling
or do you frown
Changing in length,
Deforming in shape
Using a surface you mange to stay
when light disappears
you cease to exists
You are part of me
Look like me
But never can I want to be..a shadow indeed
There are four stages for mind to change its thinking or attitude towards living a life on earth.
First Stage : I am sure about my insight for good and evil. I choose good and leave evil.
I am straight forward, honest and have nothing to hide nor fear.
I am an angel 🙂
Second Stage : I know what is good and evil, still for a reason or cause I opt to indulge in evil ways.
I am trying underhand dealings, manipulating ways and I got some secrets hidden away.
I am human 😉
Third Stage : I understand the values of good but then, evil ways are much easier and faster.
I got a darker side to my life, my close associates know about it, but I have convinced them
how it works. They will keep my secret too.
I am a partner with Satan. 🙂
Fourth Stage : I find goodness to be an idea, a theory only.
I have experienced and sharpen my skills in mastering the evil ways and I promote only evil.
I am the Satan 😦