I had a sharp tongue
screamed on top of my lungs
swayed away, strayed and lunged
Quick in mind and words
Survived those days
got away with murder
Not now..no more
I realized one thing for sure
words can be friends
can make enemies to end
I now think and say
each day..a bit no more that I can admit
to have said it almost sweet and right
press lips tight..no fights
Life is better than before
Youth may have gone
smile is set on lips
no more need to bite the tongue tip
Last night you tip toed in my dream and I could feel that you wanted me ?
I was sleeping in my dreams 🙂 It was a dream within a dream , you bought me ice cream. I wanted chocolate but you had blue berry and strawberry whipped with full cream. Still , I ate and smiled , not because the flavors were good..because you didn’t let it melt. Last time you brought me a cake, it was hot was recently baked and had lots of dry fruits and cream…no it was not ice cream cake.. a different idea.when you left and I woke up this morning…you were still sleeping..I think..you were washing the bowls I ate from…or was that cup ?
I was smiling and the morning was great..good to know you never leave me alone..awake or sleeping…hmmmmm
This time bring me a juice…something tangy that I can not refuse…cool and light…fresh and whit..or clear..whatever you bring for me..is always dear.
Married life is best 😉 Oh..well..life is all about a good wife..sometimes people describe a woman/man more like an entertainer and service provider..few complain about weight and high expenditures..there are no exceptions..as the old saying goes..men want their women to never change and women want their men to change for good.
I think about this often..it feels..women use themselves as bait..and men want to eat a good one…not a lousy rotten thing. And men..hmmm I think men want to escape..so they show all their vices..and women are thinking..I am so good..I will change all that and make him better..from bitter…
In one way or another..there are expectations, failures, defeats, anger and lies..vows are forgotten and good times are buried..deep..Now..is that reasonable..nope..Why is chasing fun and keeping not 🙂 Persistent efforts gets you the prize..and your consistent bragging or nagging, makes you lose it.
Snap out of it..before you get snapped out . Was that a philosopher..hmmm seldom have I seen any philosopher with a loving doting wife. Where was I? Yes..a tug of war and lots of love..with many children and you get sobered and bored..you get into an affair..and you are not actually treating it seriously..you keep on telling yourself..this is an inspiration or boost for keeping your married life in good health..Really ?
Well…we have reasons and causes..reasons to defy and causes to deny..Nothing happens ..yet..we like this thrill that can kill..are we born thieves..that to sneak and peek is a pleasure indeed..Life is good…I still say married life is better.
PS..I am a wife 🙂 no..I didn’t try to change my husband ..he just got inspired by my ways.
Reasons to be happy
There may be many reasons we smile
Many we laugh till we cry
Happiness is a state we live
It remains with us, like fragrance
Even when shadows of sorrow covers
our hopes gets tired and lost
Happiness renews our effort
to fight back to defeat
the reason for melancholy
Days to remember
when we were together
as friends forever
we tried tricks, so clever
we were always so close
our friendship was beautiful as rose
yet thorns had to prick..
you promised me to stick
years in life together
but you left me alone to weep
you drifted in eternal sleep
when now I close my eyes
tears fall silently..as I cry
I miss your smiling lips
my closest friend..how I miss
when you called my name from far
Now I waved at you looking at a star
I hope you hear my heart
I feel you close still
I know you are with me
you promised ..never to leave
I believe you..I do believe..
death can not take you away
although buried deep in sand
I close my eyes and see..
you are looking at me.
I ask you one last request
smile once again for me
as you always did
its love..its free
To smile even if there is no reason..means you have every reason to smile.
Life got ups and down, when tragedy strikes it makes us sad and we must cry..feel pain and remain silent or wail.Then a timer inside our mind must make us get away from past and move on to future. Each day if not tragic, then no reason to make it sound boring and uneventful.
Why is it so important to feel happy and to smile . It makes you more energetic and lets you focus on other issues rather than be just looking at yourself. Happy people are no different from those who remain dull or sad, except for their attitude. They have decided to live in the moment. To grasp life as they live it.
They are realistic, in identifying what are their limits and boundaries. It does not put a barrier to their vision, it makes them explore potentials in the known for avenues not known before.
Usually, they will maintain cleanliness but would not freak out. They balance the issue with magnitude. Feeling a certain ecstasy is definitely a treat but cumulative enjoyment leads to contentment and peace.
Happy people are not perfectionist, for they understand that mistakes are inevitable and everyone can make it, just as they can..so can others too..they don’t yell or scream 🙂
Lastly, they expect less and deliver more..so they remain thankful for the returns they get and if some don’t return kindness with respect and gratitude,they let it go.
Happy people are like honey, bees come to collect sweetness and smiles from them, so they are seldom lonely. They give hope, courage and reason to work harder, think deeper and love freely.
Be happy..Stay happy :))
When you look at my tired eyes
and see no hope, no love , no life
Can you make me smile
If I told you how pretty I looked
how well I danced tonight
when the lights went off
and sound turned off
I just had a shadow to know the flow
of a melodious tune,
hummed in my thoughts
Can you smile for me ?
If I told you , I don’t care
I am arrogant and I dare
I am lonely but I can fare
Can you feel ?
And understand whats wrong with me
Will you smile with me?
Smile..for me, with me and make me smile
knowing..there wasn’t much to smile for you